fit-sexy-lovely:

1. Tryouts/mandatory meetings for fall sports are soon. I’m deciding between cross country or volleyball although I have zero skill in either but I wanna try at one of them

2. Things have been really bad lately. My life/mind’s been messy for years but now I’m really toppling over my breaking…

viciousdemons asked: You should definitely try out cross country! Its a lot more individual based, so even if you have no skill, its a lot easier to get into and have fun in than volleyball where other people may have more experience and act accordingly. Also, cross country is extremely rewarding both physically and mentally! :) Good luck!

Thank you! Yeah I’m leaning more towards that. As much as I’d need to train my ass off I feel like with running I’d have more of a chance because it takes dedication whereas in my school for volleyball it’s either you’re good or you’re not, there’s not really a middle here.

I’ll update everyone on how I decide/how things turn out when the time comes!

1. Tryouts/mandatory meetings for fall sports are soon. I’m deciding between cross country or volleyball although I have zero skill in either but I wanna try at one of them

2. Things have been really bad lately. My life/mind’s been messy for years but now I’m really toppling over my breaking point here and my mind and life is just really dark and sad right now and I don’t know what I need to do but I need to just clear my mind and  maybe to help I need to spend less time on here or on the internet in general and clean out my phone or whatever I mean I definitely need to just not go to school but that’s not an option right now, 18 class days left plus finals. I just wanna feel normal again, from whenever that time last was.

I’ll always answer my messages because I always check my emails so I’ll know when you guys send me stuff and I’ll definitely help you guys with your problems! I need to clear my mind. For a day or two or a week. I don’t know. Maybe I’ll still reblog stuff everyday like nothing’s changed. I don’t know. But in case I’m not really on for a week or two there ya go. Just a heads up for my lovely followers

Anonymous asked: I believe in you. And I always will.

Thank you very very much anon